Missing them.

为什麽离别一定要是下着雨？
暗灰天空冰冻空气
看着最爱的Sex and the City, 心情仍不能平复
赤脚踏在房间干净的木地板
干净的厕所没有头发的地板
折好整理好堆叠在房间的干净衣物
微弱阳光照在换上干净床单的床
家里没有那么干净过
我不用再睡在地板了
没有让我觉得烦闷的劝告
没有让我厌倦的忙碌行程
但
我宁愿睡地板
比起那小小不方便
他们帮我解决不少更大的烦恼
我想念他们
想念我的爸爸妈妈

:(

不知道是否心理作用
每每伤心难过苦过后抒发后
阳光又会再次出现
非常巧合
让我觉得世界真的充满希望
哈
叫我迷信

:(

Why it's always raining when there's separation?
Does that make the scene more romantic?
Parents going back to Malaysia today, I don't feel good.
I am upset.
Even though, I could have my bed back, I don't feel happy.
I miss them already.

There's no way I could express. I am feeling so complicated right now.

Anyways, I shall go for a run, sweating away all the emotions.
Change to gym.

Coolest combination ever!

Watched The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus today.
The only word came into my mind after the movie was 精彩.
It is not the best movie though, yet it is very pleasant to the eyes!
An enjoyable film!!
Should watched it.
Bonus for the movie is: Johnny Depp + Heath Ledger + Jude Law = ?
You do the maths.
I only see unlimited HEARTS after the equal sign.
Ahh. The movie is kinda confusing though but still in the acceptable level.
In overall, I highly recommend the movie despite the little confusion of the storyline.

And I am looking forward to Tim Burton's Alice In Wonderland!
March 2010. I will wait!

Light and shadow.

Just couldn't resist pulling out the camera from the big bag of mine on such a sunny day.













So class just started. Joined gym as last time. Nothing much to do this week. Start learning drawing some potraits, not good though, just to find something to do. Hope to have some self-improvement. Not pro though, at least a start.
Read books. Not many though. But still some.
Watch movies. Some old movies as couldn't get online last few days.

Can't wait Christmas to be here!
:D

Movies is back!!!

Back to Newcastle.
Life is good as usual except the absence of him in this familiar place.
Things're almost settled.
Also many ideas in head to be done.
Anyways, just a little update to the new life in Newcastle.
Today went to the finance department after one class in the morning to sort out the overpaid fees.
After that meeting up with EeYean for lunch and movies. Also met up with Mann for the first time, I mean sitting down and talking for the first time.
Anyways, I'd been so excited since yesterday we decided to watch 2 movies in a day which both of them I was so looking foward to.

Very inspiring. The role of Julia reminds me of myself, couldn't settle down on one particular activity on hands, couldn't concentrate on what she's doing. Didn't know what she can do in her life. However, she found the passion on food. With the passion she learnt cooking. Ahhh...food. Nice food. The movie brings positive message. I couldn't tell the feeling after watching it. I just feel like going to sign up a fashion course after watching it. It's so inspiring, so nice, so ambitious, so passionate. Ahhh whatever, it just makes me feel so good.


After Julie and Julia, we came to another movie, Coco Avant Chanel. Yes, it's in French :S
When I saw the word 'avant', although my French didn't get any improve, I still regconise it's kinda meaning 'advance/before' for time in French. So my first reaction was asking EeYean "Is this in French?!?!"
We were speechless for a while.
Then come to the word 'directeur' on screen.
Still, we're speechless.
And then more french words showing up on screen..
We then both burst into laughs.
"It better has English subtitle", EeYean said.
Luckily it did.
So, another movie that brings up my passion on fashion. I am not a big fans of Chanel though. Couldn't even appreciate mom's Chanel handbag. Her perception on love doesn't attract me too. However, one thing I admire about her is the style of her, simple yet elegant, boyish.
Movie is nicely taken. There's a scene I personally love where there were many French ladies wearing the typical lace girly white dress with lotsa decorations and umbrella, can you imagine the clothing on that century? So yea, many of them walking around and only her, Coco, facing the sea, showing her back with the simple yet classic brown coat, a humble looking coat with strong character. The whole piture brings out the contrast between her and the rest of the ladies.
Very nice.
She is always in black. And I learnt that black brings out the eyes. Knowledge of the day.

Love Tyneside cinema!Love the mood.

科技先进

好啦
真的无聊了
在kl要等数日
真的无聊了
所以便决定在此留几粒字

没有什麽特别要分享
没有什麽特别想写

妈妈近日来不知怎麽地培养起做豆沙包之兴趣
可能多得我出国
她变得无聊
便兴起做包
家中三人行
我出国后
包自然多了很多
其实我不知道
皆因我出国前她甚少做包
总之包派街坊
做得多了
技巧熟练了
朋友们也赞赏
做包成了她过日晨的项目

有日妈妈说有個friend向她推销個做包机器
三分钟搞定去蒸包
朋友啊朋友
这麽快
那麽我妈妈埋要每人派一打包?
这麽方便
我妈妈埋要伤脑筋地寻找下一個过日晨项目？

快, 方便但失去其中过程与乐趣
高科技也
可能有时一些事
还是保持传统
保持该有面目
我还是较喜欢粒粒用心用力写出的书信
我还是喜欢袋里放本厚重organiser的感觉
我还是喜欢用好好一部相机影相的感觉
我还是习惯用部电脑上网
书还是实实在在一本书好
电话附相机功能, 电话包上网, 电话有埋organiser function, ebook...
依家人人出街可以连手表也不用带
我想我是古老石山了..
個袋永远也是那麽的重
...

唉喜欢打字
喜欢听keyboard发出'ti ti tak tak tik tik tik tak tak' 之声..
一打不可收拾
好
去睇书
真的不舍得看完本书
剩返一本卓韻芝
:S
真係慳住使...

无聊
想打打字
想动动手
想做做事

今天睡了不多
出了很多
也做了很多事

多谢Kak和baby送給的礼物
很爱惜
有书！很有质感的礼物
哈哈
本身本来都想买本好书过日子
还有一条scarf
我爱的星星
thanks！

不错的一天
虽有少少事不太顺意
但天多灰也当是蓝色吧

疯狂迷恋

是时候 在这個风尘的部落格留下点字
近来 都是这样
忙不算忙 又不算太悠闲
做做嘢
见朋友
...
来来去去 都是这回事

有趣的是 我终于看完一本卓韻芝的书
多谢亲爱的史提芬寄給我本书
<孔子的敌人>
如亲爱的所形容..
本书 真的很.. '卓韻芝'
有几篇很搞笑, 我不禁笑出
隔离坐住的母亲大人也不禁问道: 甘好笑咩?
好笑! 仲好有意思!

例如一篇名为 '不存在的关荣'
她提出有些人总是喜欢炫耀自己不懂得一些东西, 有或炫耀自己没有某些东西.
看下去..又真的很有道理, 有道理得嚟又有点串, 但串得嚟又.. 总之睇完自己也很认同.

好似身边朋友为例,他们并无明示不用facebook很型,但就係会话.. facebook就好似向外公开自己,我都唔会用, 跟住便是一堆不用facebook的原因之list, 论文式地.

身边一位亲密男士都有这個怪态,他时常告诉我: 我可以完全唔听音乐的,好少有人会甘..
类似啲说话啦..

啊,另一個朋友曾说她从来不化妆.. 我真的不懂得化妆咯

跟住, 又曾经有几個朋友仔以自己很反贱而感到一丝丝光荣的, 他们会说, 我好反贱啊! 讲完, 又继续那反贱行为
其实我也是当年的其中一位

想着想着, 我也有此怪态, 我嗰日先岩岩同男友讲我从来唔会係fb add人, 话题开始于男友叫我add一個friend

所以, 点解我甘中意卓韻芝? 得意得嚟又很型呱
因为, 那篇文的后端, 她说那些事情并不是很型, 只是事实. 但係, 她又觉得他们有时真係几型.
好似我觉得那位不听音乐男士其实几型, 一样道理?

所以我话, 卓韻芝很型!
她其它文章也很有趣的
很hard sell? Yes, I am!
因为我是她的fans

期待下一本
拜托啦 邮差叔叔 请安全到步吧

!!!

Alright, I surrender.
I am old in handling too much of 'excitements'.
There were tons of maggots in my kitchen!
What an excitement. Really give me an emotional strike.
They were so creepy!!!!!!
Oh god, I really hates insects.
What the fuck! First time ever in my life with the endless 'F' word.
URGH!

And I think, do I really have the freedom of posing my feeling here?
I mean, my last post, just some words I exposed when I'm feeling emotional.
And that actually has nothing to do with anyone.
What was funny is, my mom called me and thought I am going on some tough time.
Well, mom, I just need some excitement in life, that doesn't mean I am doing bad in life.
I am good. So damn good. Steven is fine too.
We are good. Couldn't be any better.
He treats me good.
He thinks of our holidays.
He cooks nice food.
He accompanies me for movie.
He talks to me nicely.
He is good.
Loves every little thing of him.
:)

Excitement please!

I am wondering, are all the ladies' emotion fluctuate all the time? 

Sometimes, ladies feel down just because of some random small matter, for example, when their boyfriends give compliment to others especially girls or when their husbands look at other women or their partners said something that was sensitive for her but not him. Whatever. 

The point is, are all the ladies like that? 

Hmm.. 

Well. 

I really need some excitements in life. 

Maybe I shall go disappear for a while without bringing my cellphone. 

Maybe I shall just go for a trip to a place near to Newcastle alone, for example, Durham? York? 

Maybe I shall just go out without any disguise. No book. No Ipod. No accompany. No nothing. Just like what Carrie did in the one of the episode of Sex and the City. Go out and sit down in a cafe alone without worrying what others might think of you.

Or I shall just.. hmm.. do something I never do. Yes, sit on Millennium Bridge alone for an hour? Drawing? Writing? 

Well.. I will figure it out later. 

Time to bed. 

All about love.

It's been 5 months. 

We're still good. Even better. 

Anyways, I like to be with him. 

We sit down quietly. 

Eating. Reading. Watching movie. Online. 

I just like the feeling that is so comfortable without speaking much. 

I just like how much he loves his family and how he keep bugging me to call my parents. 

I just like the way he remind me to have faith in everything. 

I just like him. Love him. Just like the way he loves me. 

There will be more 18th to celebrate. Never-ending. 

<3

And there is another important thing that I must mention, which is...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

Of course, I love you Daddy :)

乐观

我想讲，我急不及待。
希望明天個钟会转快些少，
搭正5pm，
满脸笑容，
迎接假期:)

睇屋
旅行
shopping
进修
毕业！

期待未来。

我突然有個想法：
不论是日出或是日落，庆幸地还是看见太阳。
不论是太阳或是月亮，庆幸地还是看见天空。

温书！
最后的战役:)

兴奋。

AHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH~
卓韻芝在Facebook复我，其实无咩特别，
但係我顿时像個小粉丝，开心得跳来跳去。
隔离房的，也以为我在狂叫什麽。

有运行。
令我肯定了，没有什麽是不可能的。
温书！

担心指数- 10/10

八個钟后，就是我最担心的考试。
能够说是我一生最担心之一，Company Law。
求神拜佛。
我发誓，若果我能成功过关，
我一定会生生性性完成個BVC。
唔该啊~

很难得。

近排，被迷上了。　
就是她，卓韻芝。
爱上她的品味。爱上她的作品。爱上她的不羁。爱上她的不一样。　
型！　
无意间在香港电台发现她。　
听完之后，即刻上网搜索。
所以，近几日都在闲空中多了解她。
还是在看着她的ｂｌｏｇ，很想分享。

http://cheukwanchi.blogspot.com/
她真的很吸引。
搞到我加入了她的ｆａｎｓ　ｇｒｏｕｐ，我是指Ｆａｃｅｂｏｏｋ。　
真的极致难得。

你不是摄影师，请不要装作你很懂。
你的意见并不重要。

那麽，所谓专业的摄影师所赞美的相片，就是美吗？

听闻，所谓专业，亦只不过是某些以摄影为工作的人。只是听闻。

那麽，那些审美观极好的普通人类们，就不能懂什麽是美丽的照片吗？

美丽，极致客观的事情。

同样地，
不是作家，就不能懂什麽是好文章吗？
不是律师，就不能懂法律吗？
不是某某，就不能懂某某事情吗？

荒谬。

27th the 100th day.

I love him so much.
He remembers the 100th day anniversary which I didn't even count for it.
He dragged me out for dinner last night even he didn't have enough sleep.
He accompanied me to watch the movie last night which I thought is nice but later then both of us agreed that it's too SLOW-mo that cause us kept yawning.
And he gave me 10 envelopes with stuffs really meaningful inside.
Opened them one by one, every of them touches me.

Thanks him for every little things he'd done for me.

Gotta work really hard.
To protect my dream.
"It's hard doesn't mean it's impossible", he reminds me.

Thanks my boyfriend, dear Steven.

Owhh, mother's day is coming.
:)
Result would be the best gift?
HAHA.
Ok, not to give her too much of hope.
No high expectation ok.
I think Bvc unconditional offer letter would be the best gift for coming mother's day, father's day and even their birthday. HAHAHA..

Craps-ing again.
SLEEP!
Going to see houses later. Weee.. :D

Justice is cool. Lol.

I was reading poeple's blog in the library to neutralise the dull atmosphere. Not willing to study. Not willing to touch the damn-thick-book. Loss passion, loss motivation.

Suddenly, I found my passion! And I decided to finish up what I've started, to catch my young-age-dream. It's all because of...

"... 有這樣的一個傻人，因為<壹號皇庭>，因為阿Cat (陳慧珊)，跑了去讀 Law.... 這些年後，終於走入三十二號法庭，披上robe，宣誓....
... 而這個傻人，把robe試上身的時候，笑不合嘴，讚了自己一句：「嘩！勁型呀！」 --> 到最後，都是為了型？!"
(from MamiMamA's blog)

It reminds me of my dream. It touches me. It makes me imagine the day when I finally appear in the court with the robe. AHHHHHhhhhhhh..so cool :)
Hahahahahahah!

I'll be very happy. My parents will be very happy.

To be or not to be a lawyer is a matter, to achieve or not to achieve my dream is another.
They are not the same matter.
Ok, craps.

Read with a smiley face :)

And not to forget, it's been 3 months!
Looking forward to the 4th month, also 5th, 6th, 7th.................never-ending-monthsssssss.
Thanks my dear boyfriend for everything he'd done for me.
<3

Little updates.

It's been long time since the last post.
What've I up to?
Watched moviess, went to classes, meeting him :)
Watched:
The Young Victoria
Nice. Beautiful. A history with the fairy tale ending.

Nana 2
I don't like it as the Nana 1.

Confessions of Teenage Drama Queen
Wow..a super old movie. Also a typical Disney teenage movie but there're life lessons in it. NICE:)
Dreams will come true kind of lessons which I love it :)
Cause I still believe in dreams.
And undoubtedly it is another fairy tale. Lol.

Also re-watch Atonement.

And what's up in coming weeks?
- assessments
- Ielts
- French assessment (Good luck to myself :S)
- Easter break trips.
- And of course, revisions.
- Ahh.. more or less, some moviess for relaxing, perhaps?
- And welcoming my dear friend from Aber, Eeleen :)
- Of course, still meeting him <3
and and and.. other things that are not in plan yet. haha!

Well ..
just a little updates.
Photos will be uploaded.

2nd month.

We've been officially together for 2 months!
Which also means, another 18th has passed.

I feel so happy that we took another big step to know each other more.
After the long deep talk, he understands more about me and so do I.
Also,
I know that he is really the one who will always be there.
I know that he is really the one who can calm me.
I know that he is really the one.. the right one.

Third.

Just passed another 12th.
3rd month from the day we first met.

<3 him.

I seriously need to tune my bio-clock back to normal..

Sweeter than candies!

Again! Warmth from London..

I think I'm lucky to meet him.
Thanks for him. Appreciate every little things he'd done for me. <3







I've decided to live healthily from now on which I thought I don't need to cause I thought life's so beautiful and I should enjoy it to the max when I'm still alive and young.
But I learnt that I should have a healthy life so that I'll have much more time to enjoy the wonderful life. I learnt that from him, the dearest. :)
So! I will finish up my work, do mask then sleep early tonight!

French again tomorrow. :S

Warmth from London.

Before I got the time to arrange the V-day's photos. I got another suprise from him who is currently in London.
I was wondering who sent this to me for quite some time in front of the post box after coming back from gym.
'Is this from a shop?'
'Shop selling craft stuffs?'
'But there're hearts everywhere..'
Questions keep popping out in my mind.

So I calm myself down..
and trying to understand the figures that are written on the back of the card..






Finally..
I called him and say thanks to him with a big smile on my face :) :)

That makes me feel so lucky to have met him in my life.
Hope that I could be with him right now, at this moment.
Miss him.
<3

Thanks for everything <3

I feel that I'm so lucky to have him.
I had a memorable valentine's day and 1 month anniversary. :)

Thanks to him...
for everything he'd done for me;
for every moment he spent with me;
for his companion when I need someone to be there;
for the understanding;
for making everyday the special day, the happiest day.

<3

Anyways, photos will be uploaded later.
Havent arranged them. Feeling tired. Stupid period -_-
Shall sleep earlier as I promised that someone special I will have at least 8 hours sleep tonight. :p

Durham.

The 12th of January. A month later we first met each other.
Durham, the first place away from Newcastle that we visited together. It's 15 minutes distance by train, not a long journey though.
I went there before following the One Planet school trip but the feeling was totally different. :)
We were not officially that time.


Journey started..









He gave me a suprise. :)


He said it was 鱼仔, which I thought a fish soft toy cause we're talking about the soft toy pig-pig of mine, Gordy (the one appeared in my blog before).
The thing inside was totally out of my expectation...



Then we arrived Durham..











We decided that we would have our brunch at the 5th restaurant we saw (excluded fast food).
As expected, the 5th restaurant was not what we imagined to be.
So we decided not to take that into consideration.
Then, there're 3 restaurants existed after the initial-5th-restaurant.
We then chose this - Bella Italia.
It looks like it has the nicest scene.








Ahh.. this is the 鱼仔, also we called it Fish Fish. :)





And this is him, my boyfriend! :)










So after the brunch. We decided to go to the Durham Castle which I missed it last time I went. BUT..

"CLOSED TODAY" was clearly stated on the board outside the entrance of the castle.
What a lucky day -_-".

But of course..that wouldn't stop us.
We still went in. Trespassing?



Then we were kinda addicted to do some illegal stuffs. Keep trespassing into private property..

Isn't it private property?
Let's see..

Where we from..


Here you go..

See! This is how we entered the place above, I think it's a backyard of a house.



Then.. another private property.

We didn't intend to do so..we only saw the signboard in the photo below when we're coming out from this place..





Then we passed by a nursery. Several attempts were taken to take the photos of the children inside. Still, we failed because there's a teacher standing there.
We repeatedly passing by for many many times like crazy people.

Nvm. So we gave up and continue walking..


Came to this unknown place.


"去边架？"
"跟大队啦.."
So we followed these people..

Later only we realised that there's the place for the staffs and we're not allowed to go in.
*embarrassing*



So we found some places to play around before seeking for next place to see sun-set.









We couldn't find a better place to see sun-set.
So we just stopped by here and sit there until the sky became dark.




A place which is so peaceful.
A place which is so beautiful.
A place where has the unforgettable moments.
The 8 languages. I will never forget. :)

<3