!!!

Alright, I surrender.
I am old in handling too much of 'excitements'.
There were tons of maggots in my kitchen!
What an excitement. Really give me an emotional strike.
They were so creepy!!!!!!
Oh god, I really hates insects.
What the fuck! First time ever in my life with the endless 'F' word.
URGH!

And I think, do I really have the freedom of posing my feeling here?
I mean, my last post, just some words I exposed when I'm feeling emotional.
And that actually has nothing to do with anyone.
What was funny is, my mom called me and thought I am going on some tough time.
Well, mom, I just need some excitement in life, that doesn't mean I am doing bad in life.
I am good. So damn good. Steven is fine too.
We are good. Couldn't be any better.
He treats me good.
He thinks of our holidays.
He cooks nice food.
He accompanies me for movie.
He talks to me nicely.
He is good.
Loves every little thing of him.
:)

Excitement please!

I am wondering, are all the ladies' emotion fluctuate all the time? 

Sometimes, ladies feel down just because of some random small matter, for example, when their boyfriends give compliment to others especially girls or when their husbands look at other women or their partners said something that was sensitive for her but not him. Whatever. 

The point is, are all the ladies like that? 

Hmm.. 

Well. 

I really need some excitements in life. 

Maybe I shall go disappear for a while without bringing my cellphone. 

Maybe I shall just go for a trip to a place near to Newcastle alone, for example, Durham? York? 

Maybe I shall just go out without any disguise. No book. No Ipod. No accompany. No nothing. Just like what Carrie did in the one of the episode of Sex and the City. Go out and sit down in a cafe alone without worrying what others might think of you.

Or I shall just.. hmm.. do something I never do. Yes, sit on Millennium Bridge alone for an hour? Drawing? Writing? 

Well.. I will figure it out later. 

Time to bed.