I miss..

I want to get As.
I supposed to study. Why am i here blogging at the midnight?
I don't know.
Listening to a song by Miriam's new song -> 一个人的美术馆, which introduced by one of my dear friends--> Big D (who's also laysan)
hmm.. what am i thinking?
Suddenly i miss them. I miss my dear friends who always stand by my side.
I miss them a lots. I thought I become cold-blooded and don't care about people feeling. I was wrong. I miss them. I want to be the last time me.
I miss the last time me. The one who laugh a lots whenever wherever. The one care about people a lots. The one can easily express my feeling. The one who's really not fake. The one never worry that much things. The one who holds the principle : Happy is everything. ...etc.
Am I changed?
I feel that I can't express my feeling to people as I did now. I feel like finding someone to talk to.. i could just pick up the phone and call my dear friends to cry out my feelings last time. However, now I can't. I don't know how to start. I don't want to disturb people.
I didn't post such a blog for long time already. Just feel like typing something now.
It's raining outside. Which is good. I can calm myself down after the hot weather the whole day.
I have to focus on my exam for now on.
And then, I will have another mission to do with my dearest friends during the coming holidays =) Couldn't wait for the coming holidays.