Into the wild..

Went to Karambunai resort with my buddies for a day trip today. Altho' that's not into the wild.. hahah..
Anyways, I'm so happy today!! I haven't tried to have an whole-day-outgoing and get involve with the natural environment for such a long time.
I really enjoy the photographing moment with them :) :)
Walking whole day long, photographing until the camera out of battery, laughing non-stop.. 
It's really a very good day for me :)



Was talking about the movie titled Into The Wild with kak just now..
It's a really nice movie indeed! I saw the cover of it and I couldn't resist of buying it.. And I really love it. I may grab the book too as Kak recommends it and also it's introduced in Oprah Show.
I typed something for blog right after the movie which I haven't post it (due to connection problem). So since Kak reminds me of the movie.. I'll post the passage which is almost abandoned.

Here it goes..

***

I watched a movie titled Into the Wild. It’s based on true story.
It’s about a guy who abandoned his comfort life and chose the road of freedom to Alaska. He doesn’t believe in love, family, money and all those things due to the complicated background of his family. He said “despite love, money.. give me the truth.”

He has hatred and he never forgive.
There are lotsa of life lessons very inspiring in his journey to Alaska.

He thought his life in Alaska is happy.
Until, when he realized life can be happy with simple things. He wanted to go back but something happened. So, from go into the wild becomes trapped in the wild.
But when the moment before he died, he finally understood and wrote “Hapiness is only true when shared.”

I really like this movie. It taught me many life lessons.
On one hand, I feel that he is brave and he is really extraordinary as he has the courage to throw all the things behind and seek for what he really wants. On the other hand, I think his life is sad, as he didn’t understand something which I may not understand clearly too. Hahahah.. that’s why I love this movie. It let me know that ‘something’. And let me know the life I always looking forward (I always want to go for backpacking alone like him) is just an illusion. It may not be as good as it seems. Sometimes, it’s better for us to face the reality and be responsible a little more.

After the movie, my mood is very complicated. I found peace from him but also I feel sad for him. It’s a good one but I just feel pity for him. However, it may be a good thing for him as if not all those he been through, he wont find the real meaning of life and he would never forgive.
Arrghhh.. What I am talking about, hahahaha.. I think I'm too into this movie. Hahahaha..

***
Well, a highly recommended movie if you need some inspiration in life.

As a conclusion, I'm very happy today laughing with my buddies, taking pictures with them, and also discuss the movie and something about life with kak.. I always enjoy talking about life with her.. don't know why. HAHA! 

Well, off to do mask and get a beauty sleep..lol.

Pictures will be uploaded soon. 

Nights.

Lomo Super Sampler by Anna Sui

I discovered my long lost friend again today after the Polaroid camera (got it as bday present from my beloved friends) I found in KL last time --> Lomo Super Sampler limited edition by Anna Sui.
I got it long time ago, about 2-3 years i think..
I remember that I keep begging my mom to buy me the perfumes of Anna Sui ASAP so that I could get the free camera. I wished to buy it but it's not for sell -_-"

I barely knew what's lomo that time from Laysan.
The uniqueness of the camera attracted me and I think it's fun with four column in the photograph. Most importantly, the colour of the camera attracted me! It's PURPLE!! With some flowers pattern (as you know, Anna Sui products always come with the flower, don't know what's the kind of flower) and with the black colour words of "Anna Sui".
That's my favourite colours!!! Purple and black.

Anyways, honestly I just know it's lomo today. Haha! When I look clearly, I saw the words "lomography.com". I think it's quite funny and maybe that's what I always call the law of attraction. Cause I really talked about Lomo quite often lately by discussing it with Laysan. Lol.

Well.. and seriously, the first roll of film I put into the camera was still there until an hour ago, I just took it out. Don't know if the shooting is good or not. Will ask daddy to help me to bring it to the shop and see. And i went google about the camera and just know how the photographs look like..

Those are some pictures I found on the web.
It's from someone else blog or photo album I think.. there is the name in the photo.
Anyways, I'm not selling the pictures.
And I thought, the cam is a fake one and couldn't really take picture until I saw these photos.
Not that I doubt Anna Sui, just that the camera looks really 'toy-ish' and it's way too 'pretty' as a fake toy. hahah.. I was wrong.

I think I talked too much. Haha!
Just feeling too excited to find it. :P
Ok, stop the craps.
I don't know what I'm trying to express. I think I should get a shower and rest. lol.
Will try out the camera again and see what's the effect.

Nights.

It took me really long time to upload ONE picture. I'm really lack of patience for the speed of the connection.
So, I will only upload some pictures I took these days.


I like this tree.. It's from the place I'm staying now.


Wanted to capture the butterfly but I just discovered that there was another bug at the bottom. Can you see it?
I see it as a gift because I got what I wanted to have with something extra. Hehe..

My goodness.. the line is really really slow.
After 7-8 songs, the picture I was trying to upload still haven't done yet. SLOW SLOW SLOW

Heard that the petrol will be increased to RM4 per liter. I HEARD only, don't know if it's true.
If it's true, it'll be really terrible.
But what to do? Earn more money to cover the expenses should be the only solution i guess. hahah..

Got to go out.
Pictures will be uploaded later. (If the connection allows)
Laters.

Continue..







*2 thumbs up* :D


Still love him (Gordy should be a 'he' right?) Bought a new camera, of course I will take a new picture of him. hehe.

Going out!
Ikea again. HAHA!
To be continued..

Planet is calling for help..

Omg. I'm shocked by the movie, An Inconvenient Truth.
Watched the trailer and I'm definitely going to watch it after exams.

The whole planet will go underwater? that's so scary.
I think it's true that everyone should do something to save the planet.
Just a little and simple thing in our life, it may help the world in large.
As now even the fashion is encouraging people go green, from I saw in the magz.
Or as what I saw from the Oprah show, we may use some electric saving lightbulb etc.

Arrr.. I don't know. Maybe it's easy to say 'save the planet' but how when everyone is thinking no big deal if once a while I use plastic bag.
Sometimes, I don't want a plastic bag when I go grocer but it's hard to prevent when you buy lotsa thing, how are you going to buy stuffs without plastic bags?
Yea, they got the grocer bag which you can re-use, I got that, but always I forgot to bring it when I grocer. hahahah.. I should get used to this habit by bringing that grocer bag.
People always think of thousands reasons to avoid being responsible a little.

One said to me, if the planet is really that matter to us, if it's really matter to think about saving the planet, why don't we first think of helping ourselves?
Well, I didn't say we shouldn't think of ourselves and just blindly care about the world.
But even if we earn billions and trillions dolars but suddenly the world gone into underworld and all the money becomes nothing. What's the point then?
Can't we do both of things, earning money and saving the planet, in the same time?
Since we just need to contribute a little in our daily life and it could save the planet, why not doing it?

It may be controversial about my thoughts. But whatever lahh.. I just feel really bad after watching the Inconvenient Truth trailer and I think something has to be done.
We are not the victims of the natural disaster, we won't know how they truly feel. We may feel sympathetic to them but that's not enough, donate some money would be good but that's still not enough, praying for them but what's the point since it has already happened, what we should do is to prevent next disaster happens.

Just a little thought.
But one thing is true which is I should go back to books and revise before disaster happens to me. -_-" hahahah..
craps.

Once

I am so going to watch the movie, Once.
Wait after my exams, hope it'll be shown in cinema.

A life lesson I learnt.

I read kak's blog and all pictures she took are so nice! Real good one. Atleast for me :) *clap clap*
They even went for a trip to take pictures, I mean road trip. Driving a car to Kudat or somewhere else.
*envy envy*

I always dream to have such kind of life.
Go for travelling without any worry, backpacking with a camera and a journal.
taking pitures and writing.
I always want to go back to NewZealand and I told myself I will be there again with a rent car and start a road trip with my camera when I was there last time.
There was actually a place where no building, only a big big field (probably there's no ending. lol) with a little hill there, it is actually for the university students to do the star-gazing, of course they are doing the subject about starss but I forgot what that subject called already. Nvm.
I was thinking in the bus, omg, I'm so going to go there again! Stay there for a night and do the star gazing.
And and and..  don't know why, the sky in NZ seems nearer to the earth. One night when I got a real huge fight with parents then I couldn't sleep well and woke up at 5am. I walked out to the balcony, and I look at the sky.
Omg!! I can remember clearly, the moon was so big and the stars were so clear. I feel like I can touch them. It was so near. With the cold weather and the silence with a little sea breeze (actually there is no sea, is a huge lake).
I really felt like catching the moment down with my camera or sitting down and start to do my writing.
But sadly, my camera was not able to shoot star view not really even for the moon.
So, I told myself! when I get a real good camera and I will go to NZ again. Stay there for some time without worrying anything and start to write something or shooting. 
Hahahaha (let me imagine abit lah)
Btw, can good camera actually take a really clear starry sky?

But sometimes we always need to face the reality.
I always can't let go of so many things.
Wth.
But I promise to myself, maybe few years later, I must have the real life.

I heard a Dj in the FM saying about the book wrote by 林夕, if i'm not mistaken.
And I really like it.
It's about 8 个小时工作， 据说需要8 个小时睡眠， 只剩下几个小时的生活。And he went on something which I forgot, but from my understanding he means where is the life? and we still have to consider about others feeling when we are living, we almost have no life. and then he went on to quote someone's words which I feel it's really really true. I forgot the quote damn.
But let me conclude it, he kind of means that we have not enough time to live our own life, then why we have to bother and consider others' feeling who don't even care about us, 为什么我们要顾及太多人的感受， 为什么要顾及一些连我们的死活也不关心的人的感受？And I think it's true, we should care more about persons who really love us and we love instead of persons not important in our life.
Then I started to think, who should I care about? My parents, him, and some of my real friends who really care about me, at least for me they really care about me. And I actually can feel who is really care about me and who is not. 
I should stop making myself feeling miserable by caring others too much besides those who really care about me.
Yea, maybe I'm selfish, but am I wrong?
I rather put more of my time to pursue my dreams and care about some others who don't even got the love from people. I always hope to go somewhere to help out some helpless people. 

Omg, I m emo again.
Well, sometimes emo a little is good i think. Hahah..

OMG!!!! These days are really hot!!
I feel so uneasy. Damn. Even the air-con can't help.

August Rush



A real nice one!
I like the soundtrack. But I doubt if the kid in the movie really can play music that well. Okay, it's just a movie. haha!
But the storyline is not bad.
"It's music all around us, you just has to open up and listen to it."
Yea, maybe I could just pretend those annoying voices as a kind of music huh? HAHA!
Whatever.
Anyways, another LENG ZAI in the movie!!!! my goodness!!!



Jonathan Rhys Meyers
He can sings!! He sings in the movie.
And the songs are nice!! His voice is nice.
The soundtrack is nice! Really nice!
You people should go watch it!!

Anyways, I think I should go take a cold water shower now. Fuuuhhhh..crazy weather.
Global warming is it? Please people.
Stop the craps.
Off now.

A little entertainment for the exam period. OKAY, it is not a LITTLE. HAHA! Whatever.

P.S. I LOVE YOU

OMG OMG!!!
This is the best romance movie!!!!!!
Ok, it's in the top 5 of my best romance movies list beside Notebook, If Only and Atonement.
I started crying from the beginning of this movie and almost till the end. Gosh. :'(
But it's not those sad kind of movie, it's touching instead. VERY touching.
You might feel a little heart pain but it's actually a good ending. And quite inspiring.
Anyways, Tankok told me he will let me die first instead of leaving me alone in the world. HAHA! K lahhh, just a little joke during the movie but I feel sweet.
Btw, he didn't pop out the words for no reason, because the husband in the movie died and left lotsa letters for his wife. It's touch yet I feel pity for the wife cause how are she going to stay alone? Luckily she got mother and friends.

Penelope

This is a modern fairy tale movie.
Can find out yourself if you like fairy tale.
There is Reese Witherspoon, I like to see her acts.
Anyways, the main point with regards to the movie I wanna say is... JAMES MCAVOY is sooooooo HANDSOME!!!!!!!
OMG. I saw him in this movie and I was thinking to myself, who is this guy? He looks familiar.
because his hairstyle is different with the one when he is in Atonement.
He looks much younger with a longer hair and he is leng zai!!!!!! HAHAHA!
I like him i like him!
Tony Leung's position should be replaced after the long long time. lol.

Watched Fool's Gold just now.



Uhm, the storyline is just ok for me.
But I like the sea! So nice!!!
Feel diving after the movie.HAHA!
JK. I'm scared of water though I think it's cool.
And i like Kate Hudson!

Saw a lot of new posters and alots of movies coming!!!!
Ok!!!! Decided to watch them all after exam!
Besides those I mentioned earlier,
another new movie coming soon which I want to watch is 21 (got the guy in Across the Universe, Jim Strugess? and it's inspired by true story)

The Illusionist

"Nothing is what it seems" - A good tagline. :)



This is a best movie ever! Ok lahh, it is exaggerated.
But it is very very nice!!!
Again, in my favourite movie list.
Actually it is kind of the Prestige which I like it also,
but this is even better than the Prestige, for me.
So, I think it is a good movie.
The storyline is twisting, the ending is unpredictable.

Eason Chan - 路一直都在

穿过人潮, 汹涌到过了山
没有想过回头
一段又一段走不完的旅程
什么时候能走完
喔我的梦到一个什么
又是什么让我们不安

That’s just life
寻找梦里的未来
That’s just life
想到现实的无奈
不能后退的时候
不再彷徨的时候
永远向前 路一直都在

穿过一块一片一片黑暗
没有想过回头
一段又一段走不完的旅程
什么时候能习惯
喔 我的梦到一道什么
有时什么让我们期盼

That’s just life
寻找梦里的未来
That’s just life
想到现实的无奈
不能后退的时候
不在彷徨的时候
永远向前 路一直都在

看不清的路又算什么
看不清的梦又算什么
就算路到了尽头 又能算什么
能算 什么

That’s just life
徘徊到不再徘徊
That’s just life
重来到不再重来
没有选择的时候
不能选择的时候
一路向前 路一直都在

                    *****

Super nice! Eason's new song.
It is true! I mean the lyrics :)
(There might be mistakes for the lyrics, I typed it myself 'cause I couldnt find the lyrics.)

Finally I went to Ikea and we ate fish and chips and meatballs which I wanted to eat for long time.
Ahhh... I was so full!

I bought a plant from Ikea which I love it so much!
I don't know what is its name but according to Wayne, it is 'Daisy'.
I don't know. hahah..
Anyways, I love the colour!



I think the pictures dont really show its colour in real.
The colour is much nicer in real. It should be brighter.

I was in dilemma as I couldnt make decision which plant to buy in Ikea.
The choices of course are the so called 'Daisy' and the plant shown below.
Again, I dont know the name of it.

Nice right!!!
However, I bought 'Daisy' as I need something really bright in colour to innovate my plain life. HAHA!

And I also bought a bright red cushion for my hard plastic chair.
I'll feel more comfortable when I'm sitting on it. :)
And I like the colour which colour up my room.
Red cushion on a white chair. Not bad huh.

Oya, since I've transferred the photos to laptop from handphone.
I shall upload some.
Basically, most pitures I took are dishes made by me because those are my first attempts! HAHA!




*Deng deng deng deng~*
Sweet and sour fish!!!!!!!!!
I did it and it taste nice! *yes!*

I realised I didnt take much pictures except dishes.
Other dishes are just normal so nothing to show. HAHA.

Movie been watched was Shakespeare in Love.

It is not bad. Ben Affleck is so handsome! LOL.

Also, I watched Across the Universe, again.
It's nice! I really like the soundtracts. And of course the pictures.
It's so good!

Should get some sleep earlier.  Nights.

Amazing Grace

Finally watched it.
It's quite nice. I like it.
Can't say it's very nice but it is meaningful and it's inspired by true story.
It's about William Wilberforce who battle injustice and the abolition of slave trade. 
Making a better world. What a great dream of him. *applause*
I shed tears for the ending when the bill was finally successfully passed after the long battle.
I can feel their joy and the victory. Cheers for the justice. LOL.
Now I realised they took really long time, maybe their entire life, to create a law. My goodness. *Respect respect*

Next movie to be catched up would be "The Bucket List" which recommended by Laysan.

I have been so lazy to blog lately.
And also lazy to online. Don't know why.
There is no entertainment for online, unlike last time.
Except for chatting with my buddies in msn sometimes,
there is like nothing else to do online.
Friendster, facebook those stuffs are so boring..
(OMG, I sound like an old lady) -_-"
Anyways, my only entertainment nowadays would be movies and songs.

Here are some movies I watched:

Pride and Prejudice

Very beautiful scene and picture. I wanted to watch it long time ago. After the movie Atonement, which I love the way the director film the movie, I then go and buy Pride and Prejudice which is filmed by the same director.
I was expecting it is sort of sad ending but it is out of my expectation again. It's SWEET! HAHA!
(I'm bad in guessing the ending of a good movie. But HK series I always can guess it right. LOL)

Coach Carter

Very inspiring!!! Kind of like The Pursuit of Happyness. Introduced by one of my best buddies Big-D. HAHA!

Stardust

Not very good but it is not bad. It's funny in some parts and it's about magical world. Something like adult version of fairy-tale. hahaha..

I want to watch Amazing Grace. It's out in the cinema but I don't really have time to the cinema. ...

Anyways, 2 more months to my exam then I'm going to prepare my stuffs to UK! yay!!!
I'm so looking forward for a new life, new environment. :)

I would like to dedicate this entry to my Kakak Nalha.

She was a maid in my house but I never treat her as a maid.
She is like my another friend.
She had came to our house since I was primary 4.
She even followed us to KK from Sandakan.
It's around 10 years she stayed with us.
And last 2 days I heard that she is going to marry.
She quit the job and left my house yesterday.
I feel weird and not feeling good for her quitting the job.
I miss her. :(
I remember those days when we was in Sdk.
We drank coke without my mother permission
and I asked her to hide the can of the coke so that my mom won't discover.
So funny.
And we bake cake and cookies together.
We watched tv together.
We chit-chat, we laughed.
I really miss her.

Anyway, she left for a better future.
She is getting marry!
A good news right.
All the best for her and stay happily ever after :)
I sincerely send all the best wishes to her!

Hope that we will meet somewhere someday in the future.

Step Up 2

Cool movie!!
LOVE it LOVE it!
It is much better than the first Step Up.
The first Step Up is nice though.
The guy in Step Up 2 is so cool!!!!
The girl is cool and pretty too.
They are awesome~
Feel like moving with the beat during the movie.
HAHA!
As a conclusion, it is COOL!!!!!!!!
All people should watch it. lol.

Love actually..

Not that I'm going to be emotional again..
and start to write about love..again like I know well.
I'm just going to write about the movie titled Love Actually.



Another movie in my favourite list!
It's also about the thing I love - Christmas!!
The movie is just so warm and nice...
There is a part I must mention,
I know it is not good to show the scene of the movie
(it might spoil some people's expectation, for those havent watch)
But I still wanna show!!!!
I just love that scene so so so much!!



The guy appear infront of the doorstep of the a girl during Christmas,
(a girl who had just married with his best friend
and a girl he admired silently for a long long time)
he just wanted to show the papers with words to the girl. (as picture above)
After all, the girl gave him a kiss, just a small kiss.
"That's enough" he said to himself.
I was like OMG!!!!!!
He just wanted that. Only that. And that's enough??!!!
I think this is what about love.. love of unspoken.
Tears shed for this scene.

Anyway, the movie actually combined different kind of love.
And the whole movie is cweet and warm!

Oya, and there is the actor Colin Firth I love to watch.
In case you dont know, he acted in BJ's Diary too.
He is not handsome but he is 'man' and a gentleman. haha!

Love actually is all around.. the world!

Adam Sandler rocks! LOL.

Astro HBO came up with Big Daddy,
it stopped me from shifting the channel during cny.
I was not attracted by the title but when I saw there is Adam Sandler, 
I gave it a try. 
Guess what, it is not bad at all! 
Yesterday I watched it for the 2nd time and still I laugh like hell. :'D
I seriously like Adam Sandler acting. 

No wonder he is in the Forbes list for top 100 celebrities who made the bank. His ranking is at 40++ lohh.. not bad.  

He is really one of the Hollywood funniest men as what they said. 
At least for me I agree with that. 
Though he is not as handsome as some other pretty boys,
yet he has some kind of attraction. lol.
Another movie from Adam I highly recommended is 50 First Date! 
I watched that for like almost 10 times. I can't remember. It's so sweet! 



Big Daddy is an old movie though, a 1999 movie.   
It's funny, touching, and a little bit of romance. 
Anyway, I just like it. Wanna watch it for 3rd time.

The Ultimate Gift

I like the title of the movie I just watched - "The Ultimate Gift"
"Life is how you live it... not how you spend it." This is the tag line of the movie.
That attracts me. Haha.
It is really not bad. It is warm. I like it.
Like the Christmas scene too.



Emotion is still unstable.
Trying hard to fix it.

Anyway, coming week will be a busy week. And it will getting busier and busier.
Exams coming in May.
Wish myself luck!