Last post.

Hi people, whoever reading my blog, maybe there's nobody,
Anyways, I am going to stop writing in this blog.
I want to start a new life, a real new life with brand new me.
Hence, I would like to start a new blog.

2010 has just started meaning I will be 24 this year.
Looking back to the last 23 years of my life, I have achieved nothing.
Yes, I am very lucky that having love from my parents, him and my friends.
However, this only means that I am blessed.
I didn't even try hard to step towards my dreams.
I would forever stuck here if I don't do something to move on.
So, I have decided to try, at least, trying to go forward.
Whatever I do, I just need to try..either it's about law, fashion, short films, photography....whatever it is.
I should stop expecting life would create some miracles, I should make them happen by myself instead.

So here I am.
Saying bye to the old me.
Thanks for those whoever care about my life and visit my blog for the last few years.
I hope I could make things happen. I do.

Bye! :D

Melting snow.

The snow's started to melt.
Is it good?
Maybe it's. No more slippery road, wet shoes with cold toes in them...
But there is no more romantic white scene.
I kinda enjoy the snowing, it's beautiful.
I agree with one saying from the Ugly Betty, which says that snow is like a magical blanket that cover the ugly and shows only the beautifuls.

Alright. I think I am thinking too much over this small matter.
Assessments stress me out!!
Keep finding way to run away..
Tho' I understand I gotta face them.
Maybe I should try to love them.
Do what you love, love what you do?

Missing them.

为什麽离别一定要是下着雨？
暗灰天空冰冻空气
看着最爱的Sex and the City, 心情仍不能平复
赤脚踏在房间干净的木地板
干净的厕所没有头发的地板
折好整理好堆叠在房间的干净衣物
微弱阳光照在换上干净床单的床
家里没有那么干净过
我不用再睡在地板了
没有让我觉得烦闷的劝告
没有让我厌倦的忙碌行程
但
我宁愿睡地板
比起那小小不方便
他们帮我解决不少更大的烦恼
我想念他们
想念我的爸爸妈妈

:(

不知道是否心理作用
每每伤心难过苦过后抒发后
阳光又会再次出现
非常巧合
让我觉得世界真的充满希望
哈
叫我迷信

:(

Why it's always raining when there's separation?
Does that make the scene more romantic?
Parents going back to Malaysia today, I don't feel good.
I am upset.
Even though, I could have my bed back, I don't feel happy.
I miss them already.

There's no way I could express. I am feeling so complicated right now.

Anyways, I shall go for a run, sweating away all the emotions.
Change to gym.

Coolest combination ever!

Watched The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus today.
The only word came into my mind after the movie was 精彩.
It is not the best movie though, yet it is very pleasant to the eyes!
An enjoyable film!!
Should watched it.
Bonus for the movie is: Johnny Depp + Heath Ledger + Jude Law = ?
You do the maths.
I only see unlimited HEARTS after the equal sign.
Ahh. The movie is kinda confusing though but still in the acceptable level.
In overall, I highly recommend the movie despite the little confusion of the storyline.

And I am looking forward to Tim Burton's Alice In Wonderland!
March 2010. I will wait!

Light and shadow.

Just couldn't resist pulling out the camera from the big bag of mine on such a sunny day.













So class just started. Joined gym as last time. Nothing much to do this week. Start learning drawing some potraits, not good though, just to find something to do. Hope to have some self-improvement. Not pro though, at least a start.
Read books. Not many though. But still some.
Watch movies. Some old movies as couldn't get online last few days.

Can't wait Christmas to be here!
:D

Movies is back!!!

Back to Newcastle.
Life is good as usual except the absence of him in this familiar place.
Things're almost settled.
Also many ideas in head to be done.
Anyways, just a little update to the new life in Newcastle.
Today went to the finance department after one class in the morning to sort out the overpaid fees.
After that meeting up with EeYean for lunch and movies. Also met up with Mann for the first time, I mean sitting down and talking for the first time.
Anyways, I'd been so excited since yesterday we decided to watch 2 movies in a day which both of them I was so looking foward to.

Very inspiring. The role of Julia reminds me of myself, couldn't settle down on one particular activity on hands, couldn't concentrate on what she's doing. Didn't know what she can do in her life. However, she found the passion on food. With the passion she learnt cooking. Ahhh...food. Nice food. The movie brings positive message. I couldn't tell the feeling after watching it. I just feel like going to sign up a fashion course after watching it. It's so inspiring, so nice, so ambitious, so passionate. Ahhh whatever, it just makes me feel so good.


After Julie and Julia, we came to another movie, Coco Avant Chanel. Yes, it's in French :S
When I saw the word 'avant', although my French didn't get any improve, I still regconise it's kinda meaning 'advance/before' for time in French. So my first reaction was asking EeYean "Is this in French?!?!"
We were speechless for a while.
Then come to the word 'directeur' on screen.
Still, we're speechless.
And then more french words showing up on screen..
We then both burst into laughs.
"It better has English subtitle", EeYean said.
Luckily it did.
So, another movie that brings up my passion on fashion. I am not a big fans of Chanel though. Couldn't even appreciate mom's Chanel handbag. Her perception on love doesn't attract me too. However, one thing I admire about her is the style of her, simple yet elegant, boyish.
Movie is nicely taken. There's a scene I personally love where there were many French ladies wearing the typical lace girly white dress with lotsa decorations and umbrella, can you imagine the clothing on that century? So yea, many of them walking around and only her, Coco, facing the sea, showing her back with the simple yet classic brown coat, a humble looking coat with strong character. The whole piture brings out the contrast between her and the rest of the ladies.
Very nice.
She is always in black. And I learnt that black brings out the eyes. Knowledge of the day.

Love Tyneside cinema!Love the mood.

科技先进

好啦
真的无聊了
在kl要等数日
真的无聊了
所以便决定在此留几粒字

没有什麽特别要分享
没有什麽特别想写

妈妈近日来不知怎麽地培养起做豆沙包之兴趣
可能多得我出国
她变得无聊
便兴起做包
家中三人行
我出国后
包自然多了很多
其实我不知道
皆因我出国前她甚少做包
总之包派街坊
做得多了
技巧熟练了
朋友们也赞赏
做包成了她过日晨的项目

有日妈妈说有個friend向她推销個做包机器
三分钟搞定去蒸包
朋友啊朋友
这麽快
那麽我妈妈埋要每人派一打包?
这麽方便
我妈妈埋要伤脑筋地寻找下一個过日晨项目？

快, 方便但失去其中过程与乐趣
高科技也
可能有时一些事
还是保持传统
保持该有面目
我还是较喜欢粒粒用心用力写出的书信
我还是喜欢袋里放本厚重organiser的感觉
我还是喜欢用好好一部相机影相的感觉
我还是习惯用部电脑上网
书还是实实在在一本书好
电话附相机功能, 电话包上网, 电话有埋organiser function, ebook...
依家人人出街可以连手表也不用带
我想我是古老石山了..
個袋永远也是那麽的重
...

唉喜欢打字
喜欢听keyboard发出'ti ti tak tak tik tik tik tak tak' 之声..
一打不可收拾
好
去睇书
真的不舍得看完本书
剩返一本卓韻芝
:S
真係慳住使...